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Nowadays guys really do love to use the word SLUT on girls! Does they even know the exact meaning of those word they are using on a girl?

NO.

So don't use it like as if you created those words!

Something not in this topic... Just suddenly feel like typing it down...

So this is it... the questions!

Is it even fair when guys play girls, they will be look upon to by their " RUBBISH FRIENDS " but when it come to girls, they will be look down on by the whole " SOCIETY " .

Even Jacky Chan Goes .....


Yes! WTF is wrong with you guys?!

I know. I know. Some people will think/ ask me this way,

GUY A : eh, eh, eh, GUY B! Look at that girl ! So dame fat lah! And the skirt so damn short some more! Step one chio sia!
GUY B : Yeah lor! Later the skirt roll till * SNAP * then she ho seh liao lah! HAHA!
GUY A : Leg fat like elephant some more!
GUY A : Yeah lor. Can agreed with you much. Slut sia! PUI!
Both then laugh together making fun of the girl.



Okay, the previous post stop at the conversation between me and the girl.

I mean seriously, it's between the both of us! Don't understand why did he drag other people in. Plus I found out that this girl is not even his girlfriend. -.- And when we broke up, he posted on facebook saying that he KNEEL DOWN and CRIED to BEG me NOT to leave him, but still I leave him. I know that he just wanna girls to think that he is such a great guy and it's my lost to lose him. So he can eventually attack those girls. And he didn't KNEEL DOWN but it's a FACT that he CRIED like a f*cking baby. If that was the first time he beg me not to leave him, I'm sure that I will still be by his side. But, that was like the countless times he asked me not to leave him. I mean how many chances does he want from me? We were together for like 2 years or so. And the chances that I have given him were already countless, so how many more chances does he expect from me?! Does he really think that I very happy over the break up?! I mean he is the one that ruined this relationship, if he had not hit me I won't even think about leaving him. After helping him with money, clothes, house work, fill up his stomach and always being there for him, do I deserve he hitting me?!  

I DON'T THINK SO LAH!

So that is how we ended our relationship. And that's how I wasted my 4 years in total.

That again bring me to my third boyfriend, Actually my third and fourth boyfriend story are kinda almost the same. As for Dannie, I feel like he cheat my money lah! When we were together, he asked me to pay for his room rent and I did. I mean, how dumb can I be?! He is a guy and I should let him pay himself. -.- But that's not the point, we broke up because he want to be with his ex-girlfriend as he told me that he can't forget her. 

And I was like, SERIOUSLY?! 

So left my last boyfriend, we know each other through a pub. I was suppose to work as a waitress to serve liquor but I didn't know that I have to drink with them and let the customer to touch abit abit those kind. I only know it after one of the boss told me and I was like, erm... okay, because at that time I really want to numb myself with all those sad feeling after my break up with Dannie so I agreed. But after I work like not even 3 min, I quit. HAHA! funny times. I know I sound stupid. But I just can't stand all the drink and smoke as I can't drink and I'm not smoker so I hate second-hand smoke plus I CAN'T let them touch touch! I swear, one finger on me, I will freaking stab him! So I quit is also because I don't wish to murder people. HAHA! Joking. I know not funny, self entertain only what! But this job led me to know my fourth boyfriend. He is a nice guy actually but he just doesn't know what he want and he is really selfish at times. He too, went back to his ex-girlfriend! ( Why am I always the one that have to let go arh?! So UNFAIR eh! I always have to be the one that lose those tears! ) And he expect me to wait for him to break up with his girlfriend so he will be back with me again as he say he never saw such a nice girl like me before. If you really don't wish to lose me then don't let me wait. Letting me wait just show that you are not serious. But it's okay as I already have one experience before you even after you promise that you will not be like him and assure me that you won't be like him.

So that's how I ended with them.

That's why I will say all those things about guys.

So dinosaur, can you please vomit out all the good guys?! Take the bad ones instead! Don't always let me meet those mean one eh. :(

But I'm LUCKY enough to have my precious.... ^^





Okay, I know all guys are not bad guys.
But where the F*ck are all those good guys?!
Seems to me that all those good guys were eaten by Dinosaur!
Why? why? why?
All those guys I met are just purely JERKS!
Not all actually. Those I been with and serious with I mean. LOL!

I have a total of 4 ex-boyfriend. Not including those "puppy love" please. That's not even relationship. -.-

Here is the list of them..

1 ) Don't wish to mention his F*ck name.
2 ) Marcus
3 ) Dannie
4 ) Don't know should say or not eh. When I feel like saying then I will tell you in a new post uh.

I was such a fool to really thought that's love. Okay, except the second one. He is actually not bad to have as a boyfriend. We were serious about each other back than.

My first boyfriend, he is a TOTAL JERK!
Actually I also forget how I met him and stuff. Not worth for me to remember till so precisely, kill my brain cell. Don't want my brain cell to be killed over these stuff. Basically, he is my really first love & I fall for him because he is the first guy that buy me food in the middle of the night! like 3am midnight! I know. I know. Sound STUPID but that's true. He totally treat me like a freaking fool! Knowing that I falling for him, he can freaking text me telling me that he is going out with other girl if I can't accompany him to see doctor as he was sick. I'm not even 18 at that time! I have to respect MY OWN FREAKING HOUSE RULES TOO! And I was like crying so badly as I don't wish him to be with other girls! Eventually I went with him and after that I was like grounded for don't know how fucking long. -.- After don't know how long, we were more stable in our relationship. Only then I found out he is just not serious AT ALL! So he broke up with me as he didn't get what he wants. But this break up made me killed myself as I ate like don't know what medicine ( think is sleeping pills. ) and it's like ALOT ALOT of it (I was so damn fucking stupid) and then went in coma ( not really coma, just sleeping but not waking up because of the pills effect )  don't know for how many freaking days. When I woke up, I can't remember any single thing. Lucky enough that I didn't die yet. -.- I was so sad that I flew to U.S.A to live with my mother. But suay enough that after staying for like 2 months, My visa got f*cking problem and have to come back to SINGAPORE.

So LL, I flew back to Singapore.

Because I flew back to Singapore, I get a chance to start with my second boyfriend.
He actually had been after-ing me like 2 years before I get with him. We didn't contact during the time I'm with my first boyfriend. Of course. I'm not those who will contact other guys behind my boyfriend's back. ( not like my first JERK BOYFRIEND! Contact don't know how many f*cking girls! Try to woo my ENEMY some more! WTF! ) After I came back from U.S.A , we meet up really often like almost everyday! So eventually we got together. We both have our ups & down like any other couples. But what I can't stand is he freaking hit me! Okay, not really hit actually. It's push but push till damn fucking hard till either I fall, nearly fall or head hit against the wall. Seriously? He is a guy! I'm glad that there are also times when I slapped him! So freaking proud of myself that I slapped him! After we broke up, I had his phone with me. When just after the break up, he will say : " If you really want that phone then take it or I can even sign a new one for you. " But after the break up totally confirmed, he even went to the extreme to ask a GIRL to get it from me. Use the "play black" method on me, and she even say she wanna whack the shit out of my face. Are you still living in the 90's or 80's ? Gang doesn't solved the problem anymore, Miss .


 Since when did I say I wanna " play it black " or " I like it black " ? Singapore is just a small dot. I'm sure you can easily hunt me down. (: Isn't it? Please don't make my face tear! T.T
Isn't he a gay to spend girl's money ? And to even hit girls. Like as if you try my pussy before. -.- I'm sure I'll regret.

Alright! Have to stop here, rushing for time! Wanna know more? Keep a look out for my second part!

Lots Of loves!