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Okay, I know all guys are not bad guys.
But where the F*ck are all those good guys?!
Seems to me that all those good guys were eaten by Dinosaur!
Why? why? why?
All those guys I met are just purely JERKS!
Not all actually. Those I been with and serious with I mean. LOL!

I have a total of 4 ex-boyfriend. Not including those "puppy love" please. That's not even relationship. -.-

Here is the list of them..

1 ) Don't wish to mention his F*ck name.
2 ) Marcus
3 ) Dannie
4 ) Don't know should say or not eh. When I feel like saying then I will tell you in a new post uh.

I was such a fool to really thought that's love. Okay, except the second one. He is actually not bad to have as a boyfriend. We were serious about each other back than.

My first boyfriend, he is a TOTAL JERK!
Actually I also forget how I met him and stuff. Not worth for me to remember till so precisely, kill my brain cell. Don't want my brain cell to be killed over these stuff. Basically, he is my really first love & I fall for him because he is the first guy that buy me food in the middle of the night! like 3am midnight! I know. I know. Sound STUPID but that's true. He totally treat me like a freaking fool! Knowing that I falling for him, he can freaking text me telling me that he is going out with other girl if I can't accompany him to see doctor as he was sick. I'm not even 18 at that time! I have to respect MY OWN FREAKING HOUSE RULES TOO! And I was like crying so badly as I don't wish him to be with other girls! Eventually I went with him and after that I was like grounded for don't know how fucking long. -.- After don't know how long, we were more stable in our relationship. Only then I found out he is just not serious AT ALL! So he broke up with me as he didn't get what he wants. But this break up made me killed myself as I ate like don't know what medicine ( think is sleeping pills. ) and it's like ALOT ALOT of it (I was so damn fucking stupid) and then went in coma ( not really coma, just sleeping but not waking up because of the pills effect )  don't know for how many freaking days. When I woke up, I can't remember any single thing. Lucky enough that I didn't die yet. -.- I was so sad that I flew to U.S.A to live with my mother. But suay enough that after staying for like 2 months, My visa got f*cking problem and have to come back to SINGAPORE.

So LL, I flew back to Singapore.

Because I flew back to Singapore, I get a chance to start with my second boyfriend.
He actually had been after-ing me like 2 years before I get with him. We didn't contact during the time I'm with my first boyfriend. Of course. I'm not those who will contact other guys behind my boyfriend's back. ( not like my first JERK BOYFRIEND! Contact don't know how many f*cking girls! Try to woo my ENEMY some more! WTF! ) After I came back from U.S.A , we meet up really often like almost everyday! So eventually we got together. We both have our ups & down like any other couples. But what I can't stand is he freaking hit me! Okay, not really hit actually. It's push but push till damn fucking hard till either I fall, nearly fall or head hit against the wall. Seriously? He is a guy! I'm glad that there are also times when I slapped him! So freaking proud of myself that I slapped him! After we broke up, I had his phone with me. When just after the break up, he will say : " If you really want that phone then take it or I can even sign a new one for you. " But after the break up totally confirmed, he even went to the extreme to ask a GIRL to get it from me. Use the "play black" method on me, and she even say she wanna whack the shit out of my face. Are you still living in the 90's or 80's ? Gang doesn't solved the problem anymore, Miss .


 Since when did I say I wanna " play it black " or " I like it black " ? Singapore is just a small dot. I'm sure you can easily hunt me down. (: Isn't it? Please don't make my face tear! T.T
Isn't he a gay to spend girl's money ? And to even hit girls. Like as if you try my pussy before. -.- I'm sure I'll regret.

Alright! Have to stop here, rushing for time! Wanna know more? Keep a look out for my second part!

Lots Of loves!