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Sunday, June 10, 2012
Fuck Those Jerks. ( Part 2 ) @ 3:48 PM
Okay, the previous post stop at the conversation between me and the girl.
I mean seriously, it's between the both of us! Don't understand why did he drag other people in. Plus I found out that this girl is not even his girlfriend. -.- And when we broke up, he posted on facebook saying that he KNEEL DOWN and CRIED to BEG me NOT to leave him, but still I leave him. I know that he just wanna girls to think that he is such a great guy and it's my lost to lose him. So he can eventually attack those girls. And he didn't KNEEL DOWN but it's a FACT that he CRIED like a f*cking baby. If that was the first time he beg me not to leave him, I'm sure that I will still be by his side. But, that was like the countless times he asked me not to leave him. I mean how many chances does he want from me? We were together for like 2 years or so. And the chances that I have given him were already countless, so how many more chances does he expect from me?! Does he really think that I very happy over the break up?! I mean he is the one that ruined this relationship, if he had not hit me I won't even think about leaving him. After helping him with money, clothes, house work, fill up his stomach and always being there for him, do I deserve he hitting me?!
I DON'T THINK SO LAH!
So that is how we ended our relationship. And that's how I wasted my 4 years in total.
That again bring me to my third boyfriend, Actually my third and fourth boyfriend story are kinda almost the same. As for Dannie, I feel like he cheat my money lah! When we were together, he asked me to pay for his room rent and I did. I mean, how dumb can I be?! He is a guy and I should let him pay himself. -.- But that's not the point, we broke up because he want to be with his ex-girlfriend as he told me that he can't forget her.
And I was like, SERIOUSLY?!
So left my last boyfriend, we know each other through a pub. I was suppose to work as a waitress to serve liquor but I didn't know that I have to drink with them and let the customer to touch abit abit those kind. I only know it after one of the boss told me and I was like, erm... okay, because at that time I really want to numb myself with all those sad feeling after my break up with Dannie so I agreed. But after I work like not even 3 min, I quit. HAHA! funny times. I know I sound stupid. But I just can't stand all the drink and smoke as I can't drink and I'm not smoker so I hate second-hand smoke plus I CAN'T let them touch touch! I swear, one finger on me, I will freaking stab him! So I quit is also because I don't wish to murder people. HAHA! Joking. I know not funny, self entertain only what! But this job led me to know my fourth boyfriend. He is a nice guy actually but he just doesn't know what he want and he is really selfish at times. He too, went back to his ex-girlfriend! ( Why am I always the one that have to let go arh?! So UNFAIR eh! I always have to be the one that lose those tears! ) And he expect me to wait for him to break up with his girlfriend so he will be back with me again as he say he never saw such a nice girl like me before. If you really don't wish to lose me then don't let me wait. Letting me wait just show that you are not serious. But it's okay as I already have one experience before you even after you promise that you will not be like him and assure me that you won't be like him.
So that's how I ended with them.
That's why I will say all those things about guys.
So dinosaur, can you please vomit out all the good guys?! Take the bad ones instead! Don't always let me meet those mean one eh. :(
But I'm LUCKY enough to have my precious.... ^^
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