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Okay, I don't know why. But this few days, I kept on thinking about my primary school life. It's the worst nightmare in my whole 17 year on earth during Primary school.

Curious?

I know. I know. Some of you will think,

" NO! YOU IDIOT! IT'S THE BEST TIME OF MY LIFE! "

Then let me tell you what,

THAT'S YOUR FREAKING PROBLEM!

^^

I have 4 BFF. But never did I know that they started to hate me for don't know whatever reason.

TO HELL WITH THEM!

Before going any further, I have to admit,

I'M FREAKING UGLY BACK THEN!

I didn't say I'm pretty now, but at least, I'm not 没人要 or I can say I look more like a human instead of ghost now. LOL!

Second Prove...

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Okay, this is what I wanna talk about.

What's wrong with being ugly? Like as if you see me you will die from don't know what attack!  So what if no guys will ever like me or go after me?! SO WHAT?! Is it even your fucking problem ?!

Okay, total there are 5 girls in the group included me.

Clare, Jing wen, Chen yi, Jess & Shermin which is me of course.

Clare

She is the prettiest in the group. Last time, I will think she is pretty because I don't know why. But now, she is average to me cause she have a flat nose, wide apart eye and she is totally a FAKE SHU NU! In front of guys, she will be like totally not her. FAKE!

Jing Wen

She is average looking too. But, She is well known & famous for being a slut. She love every guy she sees. But for don't know what reason, she seems to have lots of fake friends. Slut but popular. That's her.

Chen yi

Hate her the most. Hope she break her leg while climbing the staircases, her exam papers pass with flying colour but forgot to write her name on the paper and then get zero for it & everybody will smell her body odor! Smelly till like no words to describe. There was once , I told her that her BO is very strong better get like maybe deodorant or use lime to cure it. And she was like, " * roll eye * non of your problem. Don't think I don't know, you're just trying to embarrass me. " erm, hello? I'm trying to help you not to embarrass you. You wanna know what is embarrass? It's when you sweat, everyone around you will smell your freak BO! that's embarrass!

Jess

Pretty but Fat. Hypocrite! There's once she called me and asked, " Shermin, wanna skip lesson tomorrow?" And I was " new bird " in all those stuff cause all I know is school then go home. So I said okay. But then when teacher found out, her first reaction is , " Shermin taught me to do it! " Then show one fuck smile. After that, I saw her in toilet, I asked her why did she do that? She fucking answer me, " Cause I like. " If only that happen to me now, I will freaking punch her slut mouth.

So yeah, Why will I say,

  " what's wrong with being ugly? Like as if you see me you will die from don't know what attack!  So what if no guys will ever like me or go after me?! SO WHAT?! Is it even your fucking problem ?! "

This is why....

One fine day, 5 of us were walking together, then suddenly.... ( Primary school times. )

Jane : Am I pretty?

Me : Of course you're pretty!

Chen yi : Shermin, you don't fake lah. You just want people to say you pretty too. think I don't know.

( Okay, I know I look like ghost last time, just that now look more like a human. But seriously,  I know I'm ugly and I didn't & never once wish that they will say I'm pretty! I'm not fucking lesbian! For god sake! )

Me : No.

Jing Wen : Yeah lor Shermin. You so ugly, who will like you? NO ONE!

( should answer her back saying, : " Better than someone who is called a slut by everyone. )

Jess : You think you can be better than Jane?

( Yes. Yes. I cannot be better than Jane last time. But at least last time I am not as fat as you. so fat already, still wanna say people. -.- )

Jane : Shermin, you know what? For me, Guys that are aftering me queue up from here till don't know where uh. You? I bet you won't even have a boyfriend. Your whole life can only sit in one corner Alone. (:

Me : Oh okay.

( Shermin Lee! Why last time always let people bully?! Why didn't you slap her face at that time?!!! )

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That's why I say I ugly or pretty , isit your fucking problem?! You think you very pretty?! Then why you not Miss Singapore , World's top model , being rank as the hottest women on earth?! You really think you Megan Fox hor? But you can't even compare to her toe! All bitches. Make me last year in primary school so fucking hard.

Really don't understand, since P4, we are such good friends but don't know what happen. After me quarreling with them, Slowly one by one quarrel with each other, now everyone goes their own way. -.- stupid people. Glad I'm the first one to be out.

God bless me too much already.